My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Bonnie, I lost my 29 year old son Silas River on May 27th, 2008. Our circumstances are different, but the pain is not. Silas was diagnosed with stage IV cancer just 8 months before he passed on. He was a risk taker and lived life on his own terms. He told a friend after his diagnosis, "I knew that I would die young, however I thought it would be my big mouth getting me shot!" He was very funny too. I notice that your son passed on in May as well, one day before the anniversary of Sy's death. I am so sorry for your loss. I also understand your dark thoughts, as it is close to impossible not to have them. I hope that you find a bit of peace here, knowing that you can share with others without judgement. We are all parents who feel the pain of not having our children here with us, and it doesn't matter one little bit how they died... they are loved forever. sending love your way