Betsy Stevens
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About Me:
I'm a 59 year old Bipolar Mom, It was 20 years ago I found out I was bipolar, My children suffered, I didn't know what was wrong with me. I've been in therapy for 30 years. I have 3 children, 39, 35 and 26. My illness has affected my children enough to make them leave. But, this is about my oldest daughter, my first born!
About my Loss:
She left me 16 years ago and I feel like it's killing me, I haven't seen her or talked to her, she lives in another state, I do write her to tell her I love her so much and how sorry I am for the hard life she's had. I never get a response, I've been writing her for two years now. I miss her so much, I get depressed and I don't want to do anything just sleep, I see 2 different psychiatrist one for meds and the other for my illness and my daughter. I feel like I've died inside! She was such a wonderful daughter to raise, a very good girl in every way. I raged and screamed like an animal to her, Now that I'm healthier I remember stuff terrible stuff, OMG I feel it all and I hate myself I. I miss her so much it's almost unbareable.

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At 7:25am on March 3, 2018, Diana, Grief Recovery Coach said…

I have felt the pain you are feeling.  It is unbearable.  I was able to reconnect with my daughter 6 months ago because my ex-husband went out of his way to make it happen.  She kicked and screamed about it but now we have a pretty good relationship.  So, I do want to offer you hope.  Don't give up.  

 
 
 

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