Bailey, I am so sorry for the loss of your Beautiful Mom! I loss my Mom as well it was March 6 2009, but it still feels as if it were yesterday. All I can say to you is to ask God for Strength to help get you through the long Days ahead, and be there for your Dad because he will need you. My Dad died 44 Days after my Mom he just gave up he had no will to live! I miss them both so much , but my Mom she was my Best Friend and everyday is a challenge because I know that I will never see or talk to her again! well not on this earth I wont, but I know I will see her again in Heaven, but that could be a long time. Please talk about your feeling because it does help, and so does this site. I do not think that I would have gotten through any of this without finding this group and sharing my feelings with all of you. God Bless, Dana