My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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the first days, weeks, months are like a living death ... slowly they seem to become a tiny bit less surreal but still immensely devastating... after 8 months I still feel hopeless much of the time, empty, scared.... but others say it recedes and becomes something bearable... not so for me yet but I am feeling a little more 'here'... for months I just felt like I was floating in some strange place and everything around me was nightmarish and terrifying.... now its just more empty... still looking for hope...