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Amanda Swinford
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- Indianapolis, IN
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- About Me:
- I am 31 years old. I am a medical assitant. I have a beautiful little 5 year daughter named Madalynn. A wonderful husband named Curtis. Curtis and I have been together for going on 17 years now but been mearried 7.
- About my Loss:
- Well I lost y motheer going on 5 years ago. Well my father needed me so he moved in with us and I took care of him. He never could get over moms death. She was 49 years old and my father found her in the chair one Saturday morning. Well needless to say I have been taking care of him i really did not have much time to grieve for the loss of my mother. I devoted my life to taking care of Dad, he needed me. Well he had been sick so I had been taking him to appointments and taking care of him at home. He was diagnosed with diverticulosis which is totally fixable but the surgeons decided to just let him stay on a high fiber diet well I told the dr. my father is miserable he can barely eat he has lost a ton of weight. Why not do the surgery to correct. The dr. said no not needed. Well July 15th I was in bed and I hear a faint voice yelling for me. It was my father on his knees at my steps. I checked his vitals, his blood pressure was to low to read. I called 911. They take to the hospital and within 10 minutes he looks over at me and said, " I am not doing good am I frog". I said Daddy let them do what they have to do. Anout that time he looks at me and gives me the weirdest look and takes his last breath and he was gone. I ran and grabbed the dr. he start CPR and i am standing there in utter shock. I felt so helpless. Well they said do you want us to continue and I said do whatever you have to. I went in a private rrom needless to say i was alone no one was at the hospital yet and the Dr. came in and told after 35 minutes they could not save him.
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