Alex,

I am at three years and I struggle still trying to deal with the emotional impact my husbands death has had on my psyche.. ……I get it.  Today (for some reason) I am opening the little blue boxes and sending messages to those who have joined this website.  I write here and try to expel my sadness.  I am not sure what works because I keep trying the same old things but I wanted you to know I heard you today……..depression is the pits isn't it?  take care, try to……morgan