My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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also(if you care to read it),i wrote a blog you can find on my page called,"the giult of contributing to a loved ones death."its just all the thoughts I have sometimes about what I did or didnt do that I feel bad about.It's kind of depressing but I just had to get it out.goodnight:)
hi alan.sorry about your grampa.dont be too hard on yourself.I know how it is to feel giulty about it.I often argued with my sister before she was killed,and that makes me feel so bad.I also was sleepy and ignored the phone when my fiance called,just before he was killed.It's not your fault,and i'm sure your grampa knew you loved him.I think we as people often fight and argue,and thats normal,but we never expect that the person will suddenly die.please dont hold it against yourself.let me know if i can do anything to help you.~hugs~