Aileen,

I am so very sorry for the loss of your husband. I know how you feel... My fiance died June 25th 2012 in a work accident.  I never imagined he would leave for work in the morning and never come home.  He left behind myself and our now 6 1/2 month old baby girl Ellis. I miss him more every day and it kills me that our daughter will never remember the time she spent with her daddy, or get to hug, kiss or play with him.  But she is my reason for being now.  Without her I don't know where I would be because at times I feel as though I have lost the will to live but I know Chris is always with us and that I need to be strong for our baby girl.  I hope you are able to have some "good" days and just know you are not alone even though it may feel like you are.  Take Care