I am  so sorry  about  your  mother .  I  can really  relate to  your  pain. I  feel  that way about  my mom. She meant  the world  to me. She  gave me  guidance , strength  and happiness  everyday  of her life .  Without  her, life is so empty  and sad. I also look at her pictures  daily  and pray to see a sign she is with me . I  can easily  say losing mom is losing  my heart and soul. This  is the most tragic  and painful  loss in my life. I  will  not recover.