My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Aquanimitas wrote:
I have found myself feeling emotionally broken, devastated, crushed, completely shattered into pieces but I am also experiencing an unexpected amount of intense anger and contempt.
I feel that my tolerance towards certain things is now non existent and I am finding myself getting lost in an ocean of overwhelming rage."
Crystal wrote:
I feel like I'm going crazy I don't understand this is don't know who I am I don't know what to do with myself I am just roaming through life now I am a zombie...
That was in tr he beginning but now I'm just angry and mean and want to be alone because I feel tainted I guess in a way
To each of you and the others who recently joined this site.......I am so sorry.....so so sorry.....death of love has a way with us we never could have imagined. May you find ways to take the baby steps necessary to even breathe......its the toughest thing ever.......