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- About my Loss:
- My grandfather died in March of this year, after spending two weeks in hospital, from multiple organ failure as a result of the burns that he sustained during a house fire.
My father passed away earlier this month, June, after battling Acute Myeloid Leukemia for six agonizing months.
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I have found myself feeling emotionally broken, devastated, crushed, completely shattered into pieces but I am also experiencing an unexpected amount of intense anger and contempt.
I feel that my tolerance towards certain things is now non existent and I am finding myself getting lost in an ocean of overwhelming rage.
I hoped that I would be able to express myself here.
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Aquanimitas wrote:
I have found myself feeling emotionally broken, devastated, crushed, completely shattered into pieces but I am also experiencing an unexpected amount of intense anger and contempt.
I feel that my tolerance towards certain things is now non existent and I am finding myself getting lost in an ocean of overwhelming rage."
Crystal wrote:
I feel like I'm going crazy I don't understand this is don't know who I am I don't know what to do with myself I am just roaming through life now I am a zombie...
That was in tr he beginning but now I'm just angry and mean and want to be alone because I feel tainted I guess in a way
To each of you and the others who recently joined this site.......I am so sorry.....so so sorry.....death of love has a way with us we never could have imagined. May you find ways to take the baby steps necessary to even breathe......its the toughest thing ever.......