Aquanimitas wrote:

I have found myself feeling emotionally broken, devastated, crushed, completely shattered into pieces but I am also experiencing an unexpected amount of intense anger and contempt.

I feel that my tolerance towards certain things is now non existent and I am finding myself getting lost in an ocean of overwhelming rage."

Crystal wrote:
I feel like I'm going crazy I don't understand this is don't know who I am I don't know what to do with myself I am just roaming through life now I am a zombie...
That was in tr he beginning but now I'm just angry and mean and want to be alone because I feel tainted I guess in a way

To each of you and the others who recently joined this site.......I am so sorry.....so so sorry.....death of love has a way with us we never could have imagined. May you find ways to take the baby steps necessary to even breathe......its the toughest thing ever.......