I am losing my sanity or what is left of it i had convinced my self that amber had come back as this bird because of certain incidents one of them being me saying och if your really amber then show your face you dumb bird and it came out from nowhere and flew in front of me and i got this picture of it then i bawled for hours thinking your crazy this is not amber it cant be i don't even want to think that she was taken from me /us and gets to be a fucking bird now ...i miss you amber make this be over i cant handle it .