My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Vera,
My friend, I almost don't know where to start. The one thing I know for sure is that I would really like to have this conversation in email. mawmaw1591@gmail.com or accept my request to be your friend and we can communicate via the grief support email.
The best thing you can do is find a friend and talk about it - please don't let it all just stew inside you - it is all too overwhelming. The Bible says, "A true companion is loving all the time, and is a brother that is born for when there is distress." - (Proverbs 17:17) I would like to be your friend.
Brenda
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My heart breaks for you! (((HUGS))) You have endured way more than anyone should but I think that you are probably stronger than you think. First you have the upbringing of your Aunt and all the love she gave. She also taught you to love God and it is obvious that you look to him for help. I know that you must be tired of fighting negative emotions but please read the short article at this link: http://wol.jw.org/en/wol/d/r1/lp-e/2012008
It is an article about leaning on God because he wants to help us. It is my go to scripture.
You have found a group that cares and I will personally listen anytime you want to talk. If you would like to talk less publicly you can go to www.grief-and-comfort.com At this site they never post anything publicly.
Your friend,
Brenda
(Proverbs 17:17) A true companion is loving all the time, and is a brother that is born for when there is distress.