Lisa I had an experience like you had only it was my grandmother. I had just had my baby daughter and was home alone with her and I "felt" my grandmother (who died when I was 7 or 8, pass through me. I had not thought of her in years yet I recognized her immediately! It was a wonderful feeling!!! I just stood there hoping it would happen again. I was standing up, wide awake too when it happened. This was over 30 years ago and I still remember the feeling and have waited for it to happen again but it hasn't.

I have asked my husband that when he dies he would come back and see me, make me know he was there. Otherwise I don't know what I will do if he doesn't.

I'm crying now....

Hi Lisa. I feel bad from the thought that Rocky won't stick around after he's gone.  I keep telling him all the time now to please come check on me a lot. I wish there were a way we could know they were not far away after they die, a way they could check on us and we would know it. That seems much fairer than how it really is when they are gone. Must be a reason. Maybe so that we move on. But like you, I don't think I will move on. I'm not young enough to move on. When I was younger, like 20 years ago, I divorced and that felt like a death, it was so painful. But because I had my kids and I was young enough I felt like I might just find love again. Not anymore. I'm too tired and this is so much worse.