sunflower

Female

United Kingdom

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About Me:
I live in the UK and have recently lost my husband to a sudden death. I am 64 live alone now with no family or friends for support as I was my mother's full time carer until she passed away nearly 4 years ago I lost contact with frieds.
About my Loss:
My husband was an on and off alchoholic, he left without saying goodbye 2 days after Xmas last year and I heard nothing from him until the police arrived 08/01/15 to tell me his body had been found. The loss is as devasting today as it was in January has anyone any suggestions as to how you go on wanting to live?
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  • Lynn Boyd

    The picture I just posted on my page is of my hundreds of Tinker Bells...Alan gave most of them to me over the years. We had nicknames for each other....he was Hook, I was Tink. We were somewhat opposites but in a way we complimented each other. He was "cool", I'm a nerd. He was outdoorsy, I like indoors. I like Broadway and movie show tunes, he was Rock and Roll. I get a teeny bit better every day, but I still have those moments when I can't believe he's gone, the tears fall, and the pain of grief cuts me like a thousand knives. Yes, I've always been a positive person...I attribute my Disney passions to be partially responsible for that. Negativity only breeds more negativity, in my experience. Acceptance of this terrible loss still feels far away....but I'm determined to inch closer to it each day. Tomorrow is my 60th birthday.....I so wish he was still here. He would have taken me to Disneyland, so I'm going there tomorrow. Life is short.....let's live each day as best we can. He would want me to, I know.

    May 21, 2015

  • MarieSte

    Sunflower, thank you for your kind words. I'm so glad you found some peace and Mark in your white room. I create a garden in my mind. Please let me know how you get on with the medium. Loving wishes to you too.

    May 23, 2015

  • MarieSte

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    May 31, 2015