Alexandria

Female

United States

Profile Information:

About Me:
I'm twenty years old.
About my Loss:
I'm here specifically for the loss of my mother. It was sudden. January 2, 2011. I've dealt with a lot of death in my life, but this one is different. It's my mom. My dad died when I was 13, but that wasn't the same because I never really knew him. I knew of him, and talked to him a couple of times. She was a big part of my life, and I miss her. We'd started getting closer again over the past year, and came to a peace and understanding a little over a week before.

Comment Wall:

  • Kandi Broussard

    Alexandria, it has been 8 horrible months since I lost my mom.  It is the worst thing in the world and it takes time just to realize that she is gone.  I am very sorry about your loss and I will be praying for you.  Love, Kandi

    Apr 11, 2011

  • John B

    Sorry to hear about your Loss of your Mother as such a Young Age Alexandria. Hold onto the Good Memories of Love you have of her and your dad. My mother lost her father when she was 14 and has never talked about it. I'm still trying to forgive her for being so nasty, cold and insensitive towards me as I saw my father die in silent agony from cancer last year. She was relentless in her abuse of him and me, blaming him for being 'nothing but an alcoholic !" even though she's more of a Dry Drunk herself with her endless Mood Swings, Denial & Blame. It's not easy, but listening to good music like this helps as well.

     

    http://www.soundstrue.com/shop/Gregg-Braden%E2%80%99s-Music-from-th...

    Apr 11, 2011

  • John B

    I'm glad to read that you and your mother became closer in the end. I hope I don't have to wait until the day or night my mother leaves this world, as she's not the type to say 'sorry' ever. I'm trying to let go of 'expecting' an 'apology' from her, but it's not 'easy' to say the least.

    Apr 11, 2011