Vera Bell

Female

Bakersfield, CA

United States

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About Me:
I'm 54 was born to a pedifile mom let her husband molest me for years. My real dad left after trying to kill me and my sister to avoid jail. My Aunt was my mom, best friend and my rock.
About my Loss:
My Aunt died in Dec 3 months ago i've suffered depression for years. now my life line and my world r gone i hurt more and more by each passing day i just wish the lord would take me to b with her then i could be happy, im not sucidel just wish God would take me.

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  • Brenda Ann

    My heart breaks for you! (((HUGS))) You have endured way more than anyone should but I think that you are probably stronger than you think. First you have the upbringing of your Aunt and all the love she gave. She also taught you to love God and it is obvious that you look to him for help. I know that you must be tired of fighting negative emotions but please read the short article at this link: http://wol.jw.org/en/wol/d/r1/lp-e/2012008

    It is an article about leaning on God because he wants to help us. It is my go to scripture.

    You have found a group that cares and I will personally listen anytime you want to talk. If you would like to talk less publicly you can go to www.grief-and-comfort.com  At this site they never post anything publicly.

    Your friend,

    Brenda

    (Proverbs 17:17) A true companion is loving all the time, and is a brother that is born for when there is distress.

    Mar 19, 2013

  • Brenda Ann

    Vera,

    My friend, I almost don't know where to start. The one thing I know for sure is that I would really like to have this conversation in email. mawmaw1591@gmail.com or accept my request to be your friend and we can communicate via the grief support email.

    The best thing you can do is find a friend and talk about it - please don't let it all just stew inside you - it is all too overwhelming. The Bible says, "A true companion is loving all the time, and is a brother that is born for when there is distress." - (Proverbs 17:17) I would like to be your friend.

    Brenda

    mawmaw1591@@gmail.com

    Apr 28, 2013