I'm a little off. Tired a lot. tomorrow February 2nd is my boyfriend's birthday. It's going to be a killer on his parents who lost their only child and his friends On me I'm going to be having a very hard time with coping. As for feeling daze, that's normal. It's not fun but it's part of the grieving process. It's good like I said to talk to people. I talk to a psychologist, doctor, mental health nurse and 2 priest. Plus to his parents and to his friends, just so I don't fall apart and help the parents whenever I can when I able to cope a bit without falling apart. It's not going to bring him back but it help with the feelings I have and the tormented feeling Iget when I think of the last night. But you also need to say positive. If you also like to talk, I have my ear open. They say it gets better to cope as the days go on but I think that he will never be that but to try to go on with daily living forward, is a way in itself a coping strategy.

Angela,

Just want to say I am thinking about you.

I have been a wife in the past, and was then a 'partner'.

Spent ten years with my husband, who is still a lovely man, but my Dave knew more about me in one year than my husband would ever discover or accept.

I miss my Dave as well.

And I had one of his best friends ask me if I had started dating, after giving him the coroners report.

Truth is, I miss the arms, hugs (and no body mentions sex!).

I am sorry for your loss. I know it has been a year and time has gone by . But I know that time does not heal wounds. GOD DOES. . i WOULD LIKE TO REACH OUT AND BE A FRIEND . I know the pain you feel. HUG, JOHN B.