Lila I am so very very sorry, I just lost my only child my son on dec 31 2012, Im a mess also, I dont really understand how to work this site yet, but feel free to talk with me

Lila thanks for your reply, I know what you mean how things are catching up with you, I feel like that also, at first everything is such a blur and there is so much to handle and do, but then it slows down and you are left with all of the emotions. God Bless and feel free to talk to me at anytime.