Greg McGee

Female

Florissant, MO

United States

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About Me:

Not able to function in society don't care about anything tried to drink myself to death all I want to do is lay in bed and smoke cigs and wish I could go back in time I live hard in the past I see the evil and greed in the world way to clear Suicide and murder are out of the question if there is a chance I won't get to heaven to see my loved ones.......exc.

About my Loss:

My best friend shot himself in the head while I was an over the road driver my mom got Alzheimer's and suffered a long indignified death but on Labor Day 2006 me and my 3 sons and granddaughter were all having a good time music playing laughing my oldest boy Danny 25 dancing with his daughter my two twin boys 19 hanging out in the basement Danny was more than my son as a little boy we spent countless days fishing camping playing with dominos Legos video games Zelda was our favorite god how we fought over who's turn it was and as he grew older he loved my tools and would come up and hang around the shop where I worked on cars he loved working on cars I would take him to the junk yard he loved it later on in years he to became a mechanic I did it for a job he did it cause he loved it so we worked together I was so proud of him and showed him all I could it wasn't long before he was way better than me then one day he said he talked to a guy about a truck driving school so off we went he was top of the class and helped me get through it they didn't tell us you had to be 21 to drive out of state so I went over the road and he went back to working on cars I could go on and on bottom line is he was my whole world the twins had each other they never really cared about the stuff we did its hard to explain?!? well that night we were all feeling good and I decided to go to bed knowing the boys were all safe at home next thing I knew one of the twins burst into my room( Danny got shot!!) I was in a daze i went out into the street flashing lights faceless people my baby laying in the street someone telling someone to take his dog home.. I knelt down and took his hand in mine so sweaty and clammy I said I love you Danny he said I love you too dad last time I spoke to him the next week was a bluer of people and family I really don't remember who was there or what was said his brother saw it happen our hole family is messed up and I am no help to anyone!!! I still have his dog she's 15 now one eye bad hips trouble walking she won't leave my side and as long as she eats smiles and wags her tail I won't let nothing happen to her I could say so much more but ill shut up now.

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