Jeremy

Male

Paris, KY

United States

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About Me:
I'm 30 yrs old . I'm struggling with the death of my mother & Girlfriend. I thought maybe this site might help.
About my Loss:
My Girlfriend died in a auto accident on Thanksgiving Day 1999. My Mom died of a massive heart attack on July 23 2006. My Mom died right in front of me. We were eating breakfast & she looked at me & said Jeremy I'm dying. That's the last words she ever spoke. I've never felt so helpless there was nothing I could do to help her. Mom was my best friend. She helped
me out during the most trying time of my life when Heather died. I miss her
alot. I think what I miss the most is just acting like a kid around her. I would tell her some of my stupid jokes & mainly just act like a total goofball around her.We were always joking around & I really miss that. When

Heather died that really changed me. I was not a very good boy friend. I
regret that so much. Everybody says that time will heal your pain ,I don't believe that. It's been 10 yrs since Heather passed away & I don't feel any better. I can remember that morning like it was yesterday. Heathers death has affected my relationship. I've had a couple of girlfriends since her death but it just doesn't feel right. I'm angry with God for putting me thru all of this. He took the two most important people of my life & left me here alone. My Mom would be very disapointed in me if she knew I was thinking like this she was a firm believer in God. It's just hard for me right now to understand why he would put me thru all of this.Maybe this site will help me better understand my situation.

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  • Tiffany Jacobsen

    Friendship Daisies

    May 22, 2010

  • K

    If I read your bio correctly, I think yesterday might've been a very hard day for you. I hope you're holding up okay and I'm sending you my warmest thoughts. If you need to talk, I'm available.

    Jul 24, 2010

  • Sally

    Hi Jeremy

    Sorry for your lost. Don't be so hard on yourself  we cannot control something  like that no matter what we may think. GOD has a plan for all of us and all we can do is enjoy the time we have here on earth til it's our time to be with them, and make no mistake we will be with them. If you ever need a friend to talk to, I'm here I'm on yahoo. my email is myangel0212 take care and GOD Bless.

    Sep 1, 2011