Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Tiffany Jacobsen
Female
Big Lake, MN
United States
Profile Information:
- About Me:
- I'm a stay at home mom and a full time student. I love reading, the arts, theatre, anything outdoors...I love to try new things...I'm also a youth leader...God is the only one keeping me strong at this point..im more spritual than religious..I'm really new at this so bear with me..I'm 31 and have a long journey in life have had many losses in life...can ask more personally if you choose..eventually I will be able to get to time to write it all on my page...it's a lifetime of loss and am very greatful to have found a sight where there are friends that I can relate to .
- About my Loss:
- My dad passed away August 3, 2009 in Marshfield WI, he was severlely sick. We sat in the hospital for quite awhile until he chose to let go. I was with him until that point, I slept next to him the night he died and held his hand until his last breath....i'm having a really hard time talking about it even now so I can tell more later if anyone has any questions...still hard for me to face..this is the first time in weeks ive talked to anyone...ive secluded myself from the world and my friends.
Carrie A Williams
I am so sorry I missed you on chat the other day.
How are you today? Hope you are well. I am so sorry for the loss of your dear father. I understand completely the pain, isolation and loneliness you are feeling. I too have trouble even talking about any of this. I would much rather avoid everything but I feel I have come to a crisis point and that is why I reached out on this website.
I isolate myself also. I avoid my husband and daughter and spend A LOT of time in the bedroom alone. It is so hard to relate to anything or anybody. I sit in my room with the Memory Bear made from my fathers shirt and the blanket that my Mom always used hoping for some strength or answers or something.
It has caused tremendous strain on what was a strong, healthy marriage. I hurt that my 6-year-old daughter had to lose her Grandpa and Grandma all in one year. They were SO involved in her life.
I don't even know how to sort out the anger, pain, sadness, depression, fear, desperation etc etc...
A lot of time it is hard to express what I am feeling and I find myself just trying to remain numb and not feel at all.
I am here for you Tiffany....anytime.
I understand!
Sep 3, 2009
beverly ann
Jan 22, 2010