I am very sorry for the loss of your wife.  I lost my sister in the same way four years ago.  I lost my husband four months ago and i don't know who I am any more.  I had 24 years with him and that was not nearly long enough.  I wish...that is a funny expression...I wish...when you think about it wishing doesn't do any good and life goes on with or without us.  I hope to talk to you soon.  Glad to add you as a friend. 

Kelly Perkins

Thank you for sharing.  It helps.  There are so many people that don't get it and their worlds are the same and ours are forever changed.  I'm glad there are people like you that can empathize with me.

Thank you Raj. I really appreciate your kind words. The pain of losing your spouse is indescribable and not many people can fathom it. I keep you in my prayers.