Thank you so much. My therapist actually wants to try to keep me out of the hospital even though she didn't give any ideas to help so idk :/ but I really think I needa be in a hospital so idk what's happening

Honestly I'm give up on hospitals. They've never made me feel better or helped in any way. :/

Yea honestly the only reason why I would go to the hospital is to reduce the loneliness. I'm always here if you wanna talk to me i know how you feel. 2 weeks maybe after I lost my mom my best friend who I've known since I was 3? Died from a brain anuerism and it was very sudden and then a week later maybe not even another friend died from a motorcycle accident so it was like 3 people in 3 weeks :/ I know how you feel. I hope you feel better soon :/ hugs