Hi Dana,
Thanks for adding me as a friend.
I've found just sharing with others that have experienced the same thing helps. Now, I'm not saying it makes it all better. I still think about my brother every day and really want answers. But I have none. I have been to a psychic and she said my brother said it was an accident but I think she just said that to ease my pain. If you ever want to talk I'm here. (((((hugs)))))

I really appreciate your kind words. This week is tough and I know Sunday is going to be rough. I'm getting a tattoo in my mom's memory this Sunday and I'm planning on doing a lot of things she used to love to do. I'm going to try to focus on what a great person she was, and really try to make the day all about her. As much as it hurts and I still cry, even a year later, I know that she'd want me to remember her when she was happy and acting silly, not depressed. As survivors of suicide, I feel like it's really hard for us to grieve openly. There's this stigma attached to suicide. Take care and if you ever need to talk, I'm here.