I am a Finance major at UT and am fighting daily to work through my grief and figure out what "normal" is now.
About my Loss:
I lost my mom a year ago this July 11th. She committed suicide after struggling her whole life with severe depression, bulimia, and body dismorphic disorder. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her in some way. She was a great person, but not perfect. We had a rough relationship due to her verbal and mental abuse at times. It had been two years since I had spoken to her when she died. I will never forgive myself for that. I loved her so much and I always will.
Dani I m so sorry for you and for your mom. It is so sad you are suffering so much. I understand you that you say people do not understand you. It is true most people will not. I find people just want youto be the way you were . That is not fair to expect that. To lose a mom is heartwrenching and so hard . I know I feel it. I have lived with losing my mom, dad, aunt and grandmother. I know your pain. I would say pray too. GOD HELPS ME. I would like to share and be a friend, Johnny b
Laura Marshall
Jul 7, 2010
John Bilanchiardini
Sep 21, 2010