fred upton

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United States

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About Me:
i am an old biker my kids were taken from the mother i was unable to get my kids out of foster care as a result of my being a biker. now they begin to fear a bikers wrath too late for all in my path now. i became a better person years ago i lost who i am. no more i am reawakened.
About my Loss:
on 03-21-08 my 18 yr old daughter was shot and killed. they got the child that shot her yet i still cant let go of whats obviously pure hate. it is over a year and still i cant stop crying, hitting the heavy bag, wanting to destroy every thing person etc. i need help!

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  • Diana, Grief Recovery Coach

    p.s. you should put your picture back online as well. Just click photos under quick add.

    May 20, 2009

  • Katherine Ellis

    I just went and got a tat on my back on an angel for my daughter. Even though she wasn't taken from violence, I had to watch her drown and there wasn't anything we could do. You just got through an anniversary date which is double hard to take. Keep on crying and hitting that heavy bag. It does help. Try to let your family at least heal part of your heart. It will never heal all the way. There isn't anything wrong with a biker guy, I'm married to one. If you need to rant, email me I'm listed and always ready to listen if it will help you. Hugs to all of you, Katherine

    May 22, 2009

  • John B

    I'm sorry to hear of your tragic loss. It's good that you have dogs who give unconditionnal love to us who most need it as they can teach us how to give to others. I wish I could have a puppy, but the building I live in won't allow dogs or cats, even though the manager is allowed to have one who barks and fears most people as she was born in the country and there's far too much negativity in this drug and alcohol addicted hood & whirl'd 'klass' 'town'. It's also good that you are reaching out for help and have many friends here who support your recovery. I hope these links help as well

     

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    Apr 13, 2011