Vince,  Words seem inadequate at times, but please know that you are not alone, this site gives us a window to others who have suffered or are suffering the same losses we are.  I am new to this site and not really sure how things work .. but I think in the chat when you see "ME" others see your name so they know its you.  I will look for you when I am on line in the late evenings.  Not sure about you, but I am having trouble sleeping so have been spending time on the computer trying to connect with others so I don't fall totally apart.  I find the evenings and nights the worse, although today I am not doing so good.  Just keep telling myself it will get better, it will get better .. and praying that it does.

Thank you for requesting me as a friend. I really think it helps. We are sort of in the same place. I am about a month ahead of you in the process. I will keep you in my prayers, I definitely understand the loneliness, and the "empty easter egg"..glad we got to chat, it helped me !