Hi Pam,
I know what it's just to talk to someone and the next thing you know that person dies. My boyfriend had just drop me off from a Christmas party and was heading home. He was killed on his way home. I got the call from his mother the next day telling me that he never got home. And a hour later my world fell completely apart and I can't stop screaming since. The police had to calm me down. It's so hard with it but it kinda of dull a tiny bit after 5months that you can try to get on with basic work and try to breath a bit.

Hello Pam, Sending out my prayers to you and your grandchildren...I lost my daughter in July she was 12years old and I MISS her dearly she was my Angel on Earth now she is my Angel in Heaven! She was riding her bike when she was hit by a truck the guy had actually not been payin attention I was 40 miles away from my daughter while she lay dying in a ditch outside of my parents country home. I dont know how to forgive myself for not being there the words cut like 1billion knives (we lost her)..I cry daily my only hope is that the pain will ease someday.May God keep you and your family!

Hello Pam, Hope you are having a good night. No matter what, know that you have friends who might not know you but understand some things we have in common. We wish we didnt but the truth is that we all have to get through this somehow and it is good that we have others we can talk with when we need to. ... Many hugs