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rodan99
Male
Los Angeles, CA
United States
Profile Information:
- About Me:
- I'm just a guy who's trying to make sense of what is a sensless and sad incident.
- About my Loss:
- I lost my partner of 30 years this past Feburary 22nd suddenly and without warning. He died suddenly of what the Doctors called a heart arrythmia, apparently you can be healthy and fine and your heart can just give out? He died in my arms just 4 days after our anniversary and a week after Valentine's day.
I think I'll hate the month of February for the rest of my life! I miss him terribly and don't know if I'll get through this. It's dam hard and I'm so tired and sad these days.
rodan99
Monica Pace
I am apparently having computer issues. I cannot post anything on this site for the last couple of days and it's extremely frustrating! Didn't want you to think I had forgotten you. I'm not visiting my parents in Walla Walla and I notice that I can send from my mom's computer. Hmmm.....
However, I have no time to write! I hope you have had a decent couple of days with at least a little bit of peace. And I don't think you're a freak at all for taking Rob's ashes to Maui! I think it's great. More later..... xo Monica
May 28, 2010
Monica Pace
I'm going to attempt to send you a message, but not sure it will work. It seems to be the website itself because I'm not having problems anywhere else. Anyway, I hope you are doing okay. Tuesday is Rob's birthday and in spite of the party, I'm sure you're going to be very sad and full of emotion. Very cool way to celebrate though. I love it!
I had several very bad days right after I left Walla Walla. Just felt like life wasn't even worth living. But I seem to be having better days now, sad always, but thinking more positive thoughts. How about you? xo Monica
Jun 5, 2010
Monica Pace
Well, it seems that my computer and this particular website aren't that compatible. It's hit or miss, so I'm going to give it a try!
I imagine that Tuesday is going to be pretty emotional for you, being Rob's birthday and all. I love the idea of having his party at the cemetery. It's another lovely gesture that you know he is smiling about. And I believe your parents are there right now? I hope that is providing some comfort to you, and also some distraction. Keep taking one step at a time, Dan, and one of these days we are all going to be feeling better. I know Damon would want that and so would Rob. Take care and I hope you find SOME enjoyment in celebrating Rob's big day! Happy birthday, Rob! xo Monica
Jun 6, 2010