Yea. I've lost a lot of people in my time best friends like you my grandfather's a grandmother aunt's uncle's so yea I've had my share but nothing this bad. My mom was my best friend the two weeks we knew each other but i know if we knew each other sooner we would have been wayyyyyyyyy closer. :'( it just really hurts so much. She was my everything. The only person in my so called family I actually didn't hate. The only person who I knew wouldnt hurt abuse or lie to me :/ so this is so much harder than anything anybody could go through. I wouldn't wish it on my enemies. I have two sides of the family but I only really know one side and I hate every one of them. She was the one who gave me hope the day we met each other the one who showed me love that i never got and I only saw her twice which makes it harder on me. If we were so close the two days we knew eachother we would have been way closer if we knew eachother longer and it hurts that I only knew her for two days :/

Ps. I'm sorry about your friend. I also just lost two of mine two weeks after my mom died. If you wanna message me I'm here anytime to talk. Trust me I know how you feel and I know how it feels to be alone. But you're not alone

And one of them was my closest friend I've known since I was about 3 years old so I know how you feel. The only one I really had.

I tried connecting with my aunt on her side and she's barely tried to contact me since. Nothings helping