Bianca

Female

Lawrence, KS

United States

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About Me:
Mother of 2 children, 10 year old son and 9 month old daughter, we just lost my fiance', my childrens' father, our everything in a tragic work accident and I still don't know what's happening. This happened on July 21, 2011. I can't even believe I'm on a grief site and my soulmate is gone. It's all too much.
About my Loss:
I just lost my soulmate, best friend, fiance', father of my children in a tragic work related accident. I don't know how to go on, you never think about something like this happening until it does. I can't even put into words the pain and suffering I am experiencing. I still can't even believe he's gone. The hardest part is that I feel I'm being forced to live on because my kids need me, but I'm dying on the inside. Fred was are everything and we are lost without him

Comment Wall:

  • adriana gonzalez

    hi bianca.. first of all im so sorry for your loss..trust me i know what youre going thru .. i lost the love of my life n like u i dont know how im leaving right now.. he passed away in june. now is just me n my 2 kids :( i guess all we have is god .. n to be strong for our kids..
  • Sue Waxman

    Dear Bianca,

    I am so sad for your tremendous loss. How can I help you? Sue

  • Marlene

    Im so sorry for your loss too.Its going to be to 2 months come september 9 2011.Its still so hard. I have no children from fiance and im really feeling what is there to live for. I look forward to nothing in my life.He was my world and was taking from me just like that.I struggle everyday to get up in the morning,and for what.His family I thought were my family,But was I wrong.I trusted his sister, she was going to be my maid of honor and she turned her back on me. Threw me out like yesterdays trash. The families greed took over just because he loved me and I loved him.