Crystal (BluSkyy)

40, Female

Saginaw, MI

United States

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About Me:: I losted alot of love ones.. I losted my grandpa back in 2004 who was more like my father since he raised me. I losted my cousin back in 2008 he was only 26yrs old.. He had kidney and liver failure. I losted two of my aunts.. And now i losted my Grandma who was like my mother...

I need help on how to move on with my life.. I know my grandma will always be in my heart forever but I have no one to talk to and I would like to make friends and talk about how I can keep liven without my grandma and i would like to know how other people pull through this.. Any advice would help me.. I am all alone and just need some new friends for comfort and advice and to know that I am not alone that there is alot of other people out there that is going through what i am going through....
About my Loss:: I lost my grandma who was like my mother.. I feel very lost without her.. My grandma died on August 13th... I dont know how i am going to pull through this.. I do have family but my whole family is nothing but drama and never cared about my grandma or me. All i had was my grandma and now i have no one.. I dont know if this pain will start to hurt more in time or ease up... My whole world was my grandma.. I spent my whole life with her and now I feel like the sky is fallen down on me and i dont know what to do...
Are You a Service Provider? If Yes, please tell us about your service.: I went to nursing school and i nursed my Grandma full time..

Comment Wall:

Adriene M. Peruzzi

Thanks for asking to be my friend. I hope we can chat sometime.

Aug 18, 2011
Kandi Broussard

Did you lose someone to murder too?

Aug 19, 2011
Kandi Broussard

I'm sorry to hear that. Losing a loved one is sooo hard, losing a loved one to murder is even harder. Your grandma sounds like a really wonderful woman. I bet she raised you with the highest values and morals. Be proud of that, after all, it takes a special person. I will keep you in my prayers, Kandi

Aug 24, 2011
jean keenan

Just to let you know i am thinking of you. I hope this brings a smile to your face

Aug 24, 2011
Karen R.

Greetings Crystal, thanks for your support, I am so sorry for the loss of your grandmother, I have lost my paternal Grandmother 3 yrs ago, so I know that pain also. My maternal grandma is still here with us, thank goodness......she will be 94 yrs old in October! I just felt so helpless watching my son lay there, also looking so helpless, it was tortuous for me but I would have NEVER left him there, I had to be by his side.

Aug 25, 2011
Bianca

I'm am so sorry for your loss, but know that your Grandma is with you at all times. My spirituality, God, and my loved one who is now gone are the reasons I've made it through. Reading books on where are loved ones go after this life has also been a huge comfort for me because it confirms that are loved ones are never really gone.

Aug 29, 2011
Linda Gutierrez

Hi Crystal, how have you been? have'nt seen you on in awhile. Sorry u hadto meet me on such a bad evening. not usually that bad. any good dreams about your grandma? See ya later i hope. Linda

Sep 13, 2011
Susan Z Z Wooten

Crystal,

I saw you post of Wednesday..........how is your uncle? my God, I pray he is ok, and I pray you are ok. Please let us all know. there are people here that may have never met you, honey, but we love you anyway.......

my heart bleeds for you sweetie....as i am sure many others here do, too.......we are praying for you and your uncle.

kisses, hugs and love,

would give in person if we could....

xoxoxoxo

susan

Oct 10, 2011
Susan Z Z Wooten

your poetry is so beautiful......God Bless you sweetie

love you from afar...im In SC...

distance so does not matter :)

Oct 10, 2011