Therapy has been my only friend

thank you so much itsbeen 9 months since the passing and its been real difficult. and i am truly sorry for ur lost

Hi Michael, looks like we are two very miserable people. How do we go on from here? I miss my husband, Cam so much my heart aches! Not a minute in the day do i not think of him. By the pictures i see of Your Denise,she must have been a very loving soul!  My middle name is Denise

Dear Mike, if my daughter and her 3 kids did not live with me, i know i would never come out of this nightmare. Keep waiting for the Big Crash to come, and ,its not coming. I know there is a part of me too scared to tumble. One of the most important thing to my husband, Cam, is that i help our daughter raise these kids. He loved them so much, Everything revolved around them, and me. He loved me so much, and i finally get it. took 25years to get that thru my head just how much he loved me.He has'nt left here yet, i see and hear him, i'm not crazy. He did'nt want me go without me, and, i know he suffered more trying to stay. Super Bowl Sundays were always a big deal around here. Not so this year, i did'nt even watch the game. His son from Idaho came to buy Cam's car, that will be hard to watch him drive off in it. But, i know he will fix it up the way his dad wanted.   Love, Linda