Missing my Son or Daughter

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My new awful world without my son

by Rj

Mar 19, 2015

My world stopped on february 1, 2015 and is getting worse. I lost my son to suicide. He was 27. Full of spirit and life. I am not living, only existing. The suffering is so bad, im not sure i can survive this. He was my only child. I pray every day that God needs me and will take me to be with him but i continue to wake up. I am shattered and broken. My greatest joy in life was being his mom.
Ronda
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    kim

    ronda, im so very sorry, I know the pain to well that you are in. I pray every night to go with shawn, I cry all the time, shawn is and will always be the love of my life.  I go see him every morning, and cry my heart out.  please know im here for you, not sure how much I can help you but we can try to help each other.   hugs   kim

    Mar 20, 2015

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      Michelle Hill

      Ronda, I am so very sorry for your loss of your son. It is still so new and raw for you. I lost my 17 yr old son, Marcus to suicide June 12, 2014. The pain for me has shifted a bit, the edges are a little softer. I have no wise words of wisdom. Just be gentle with yourself, this road is so very hard. One breath at a time.
      Michelle
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      Apr 8, 2015

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        Nadin

        I know how you feel. My daughter took her life on Thursday November 19th 2015. She was 18 years old. This loss cut me right through my heart and I feel this horrible pain in every cell of my body. I could scream and shout to turn back time. Everyone tells me to not feel guilty but this goes right through me. I feel I died with her because this blackness is to painful to endure. I'm so sorry to load all my grief in this here but I want that you know that I know how you feel.
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        Nov 24, 2015

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