I'm not sure if I'm in the right place. 15 years ago I found my husband hanging in our garage. Within days I found out he hadn't paid any bills our house was in foreclosure and he had been fired. Now I am reliving finding him and the panic. I didn't get to go through and take my time. I bottled all the feelings inside for years. Now they are coming out as anger, sadness and panic. I found out he was cheating on me after so I just didn't think I wanted to keep anything of his. Now I lay in bed at night and have so many emotions come through and try to bury them but I can't. How can I process his death so I can move on?

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