I seem to fit into many of these categories in different ways. I love going through your'e posts and seeing the encouragement and faith you all are sharing with each other.  We are all going through different stages of pain and it's inspirational to see how your'e crossing groups to help each other.  So I wanted to build a bridge to a group where we can all go to share our words of faith, thoughts of hope and memories of love.  
My life for 35 years has been tragic, full of questions, few answers,much pain,  thoughts of hope, loss of hope, fear, anger, confusion... and through it all, forgiveness.  I haven't forgiven everyone but I have forgiven the person that murdered my mother.  That came after many years of spinning thoughts and out of control emotions.  I can't pin the moment but know it's been a vast collection of memories drawn from people, faith, hope and the undying belief that my mother has been with me every moment of my life. I don't question it anymore.  I just know.