I lost my only child in 2010.  The pain feels as bad today as it did then.  It's as if no time has passed.  It may as well have been yesterday.  I try not to show my pain but I am such a radically different person now.  I feel no joy.  I hardly remember what joy feels like.  How do I get through the rest of my life?   He took everything that day.  

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I am sorry for the loss of your child. I agree that time seems irrelevant now. Just pain, every day, all day.

Thank you.  I am sorry for your loss as well.  I really don't know how to get past this daily horrible 'missing' pain.  My health has suffered greatly and truthfully I don't really care.  Doctors act like I'm just saying that but I really don't.  I feel like I lost the point to my life.  And the aloneness is so overwhelming.  I know you know exactly what I'm talking about.

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