I am an only child...I lost my dad at 2 & my mom at 27, which I had just given birth to her first grandbaby 22 days before she passed away. Trying to be a parent, with no one around to say "did I do that when I was little....is this normal" has been exceptionally hard for me. My baby boy is now 3 & I still go to pick up the phone to call her. "What about a grandma or other family?" people ask...well my moms mom, my other best friend...died almost to the day, 2 years after mom did. So I really am completely alone. Married, yes, but he's not supportive, & his family...well....I'll just say I have no one to call. Holidays are the worst.......