I'm new to this. And there's moments I just wanna stop being responsible, crawl in a corner& really let my hurt go.Lost my love, my fiancée in Aug 2014 from brain cancer. Took him fast. Diagnosed in Jan, stage 3 by July, gone in Aug. Together for 8 yrs. So much I've bin thru since then.I've gotten better(if that's possible)with my grieving, butits still hard to believe he's gone. People are right. Grief is exhausting!