The county called today to let me know that my Husband, lover, lifemate and soulmate will be going to the crematory TOMORROW and for the next 72 hours the process will take place. OH MY GOD. They were so graphic and then added, contact the funeral home after Monday to pick up his remains. This is going to be the longest weekend ever. I haven't any family here in this state, and when I called them, they yelled at me to get over it and move on, it is the process. Can anyone hear me. Friends don't understand. They all have their lives and are back to them after being so helpful for the last month. I went to a grief group last Mon. and no one showed the room was locked. They phoned me the next day and said they decided to cancel due to members weren't feeling well. I understand but I still feel lost and not sure I want to keep reaching. Can anyone share here that is supportive? I would be genuinely grateful. I miss Doug and think sometimes it is harder than easier to continue.