Hey everyone,  since May of 2020 I lost my birth mother with whom I had established a good relationship.  In June my stepmother who raised me passed away. July was a break. August they found my brother dead in his home, they determined he was already dead for 9 days before anyone found him.  In September my best friend unexpectedly passed away. Now in February my precious granddaughter who I have helped raised passed away unexpectedly.  My heart, soul, is broken to pieces I don't know how to go on.