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Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on August 15, 2016 at 2:13pm

sorry abot yore loss dad dieds in 2012 thn so mush los of epel pepel it wz in my lif so mush iv not had a chan 2 grivs fr my dad

i cnt stp beatin my slf up insd i cnt sorry abot yore loss i am 

Permalink Reply by Eve on August 15, 2016 at 2:25pm

You aren't alone. My mother died 13 years ago from cancer, then 2 years ago my dad died, I'm an only child adult orphan. Then 8 months after my dad, my BF died of liver failure. Been one loss after another. Anyone know any coping skills? I'm so alone it's driving me batty.

Permalink Reply by Copper "Charlie" on August 15, 2016 at 4:58pm

I'm so sorry.  I know what you're saying.  My aunt, who was like a second mother died April 2015.  My mother died July 13, 2015.  My husband died August 13, 2015.  My husband's best friend and like a brother to me died the latter part of February 2016.  I grieve for my husband.  I'm angry at his best friend.  The others I just don't feel anything most of the time.  Every once in a while I'll think about my mother and get sad, but it doesn't last and the grief just isn't even close to what I feel with my husband.  I still have my father and my daughters, but I feel like I have no purpose now.  I feel alone even with my daughters around.  I feel lost and very, very lonely.  He was my soulmate.  He always said we were two hearts, one soul.  One heart stopped beating and left me with half a soul.