It has been just over six weeks since my mom died. I sometimes like this afternoon feel so sad I am not sure who I miss the most. Obviously my mom but I miss my dad, my grandparents. I wish they would teach us as children how to deal with the real issues we will face as adults. My psychiatrist said that "We only become adults when we have lost both parents". All the people who were around which was few and far between have resumed their life's and me the pain is breaking through.