5 years ago today I found my mother dead, 10 days after my dad died, & buried my son Febuary 8, 2013. I am so numb, sad, angry, and many more to many to mention. I feel so alone in my fight to find out what happened to my son. I have not received a death cert or autopsy, he passed January 26. Not sure what more can happen, but I don't want to know.

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Hi Kari ...  Sorry I did not see this until now....   Such tight HUGs to you.   I am soooo sorry for all your losses.    I too had numerous losses.   First my Father in law - Then my Father followed by my nephew - and then my son.     Jan. 26th also a very hard day for me as well -  It is my son's Birthday ...

Your head just spins with each loss,  still drowning in grief and then another loss and another ...   

I wish I was better with words -  I just find I really struggle with most any communication these days...  But, please know I care - & that there are soooo many here that understand and care - I truly hope you find comfort here.  "BIG HUGs"

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