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Permalink Reply by susan joanette wilson on March 20, 2012 at 2:25pm

bless you cindy, i too have anger issues. I have lost my mother to murder. in 1989 i think I have been angry since than. I have lost two sons in less than two years. I feel like god is mad at me.  my oldest son bill was 32. He had alcohol issues and he rode his bike all over,  got hit by a guy driving a pick up with out lights he got nothing made it look as it was bill fault no lites on the bike but i want to know is why it is ok for one but not the other.  i am beyond anger on that issue. mothers day last year my youngest was killed working in a state park. 20 year old kid high on meth slammed into a endloader killing my son and injurying two others. Like you mine had made his own choices.  He had gotten a ticket for driving on a revoked.  he could have paid the fine and have it be over.  Instead he chose 240 hours of community instead. he was half way through it and he really liked it.  He had a baby and he was18 months old. I kind oflive in a state of anger and tears. I wonder how people act like everything is OK and its not. I went on a cleaning spree to work off some of the anger.  Its hard to focus at times.  I am very thankful to have others that feel what I feel.  I hate the shoes i am in. god bless

 

Permalink Reply by Adrianne Edgerly on March 27, 2012 at 12:17pm

I'm angry too.  My son died August 17th.  He had been ill with a bad bacterial pneumonia.  He had several surgeries to save his life. Then he was released to his primary doctor who gave him an excessive amount of morphine.  His lungs were still in trouble from the pneumonia.