I lost my mother on August 21, 2012. I really do miss her so much. She was my everything, but now she's gone. I still be wanting to pick up the phone and call her,but I then have to realize that she won't pick up on the other end. I feel very lost to the fact that I be wanting to catch her in my dreams,but she's only appeared once so far. Im not coping, eating or sleeping good at all. The sadness really really hits me at night time.

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I can relate to the dreams as well.  I lost my mom in Dec 2012, and have had dreams about her almost every night since.  All I want to do in these dreams is hug her one last time.  She never lets me, or something gets in the way of it happening.  I also can relate to wanting to call her.  I was on the phone with her for hours every single day. I'd call her if my dogs did something I thought was cute...just every stupid little thing. She did the same thing as well.  Many times I have gone so far as to dial her number just to realize that she won't pick up that phone ever again. It breaks my heart and soul into a million pieces. You are not alone.  I am not coping at all either.

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