lost my soulmate

I lost my partner very suddenly in October (2017) the night before he was fine, we put the kids to bed and he was laughing and joking as he always did, we'd even planned to go for breakfast the next morning. My emotions are all over the place, one min im ok the next im crying. Christmas was hard as my daughter whos 6 keeps asking for her dad and why hes left us. i have no answers as to why which makes the whole thing even worse as i have nothing to blame. Im so lost he was my everything for 17 years and in a blink of an eye hes gone, somedays it doesnt feel real. I just want to wake u from this nightmare and hold him tight and tell him how much i love and need him

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Permalink Reply by Susan K on January 3, 2018 at 8:11pm

Hi

I am sorry for your loss losing a partner is the most difficult thing I had ever had to deal with. I lost my husband 11 months ago and everyday feels like the first. I go through the motions. I do not have children so I can not relate to that aspect, it must be heart wrenching to explain something you don't understand. The worse feeling is that the world goes on while we are in so much pain and unless someone has been through this they do not understand...I believe that my husband's spirit/energy is with me..I have to cuz if I am going to navigate through this life for another few decades I need some hope! I wish you all the best !

Susan

Permalink Reply by Elynn m on January 3, 2018 at 10:50pm

I'm so sorry for your sudden loss. That has to be the worst type of loss.....most unexpected.   I lost my husband unexpectedly, but he was at the emergency room at the hospital.  We did lose our son unexpectedly at home. (From a blood clot in his lung).   Do you have family and friends around you?  That's very important.  Feel free to express those thoughts here as much as you want and need to.

     Ellynm

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