My husband and I got married on March 5th 2012 at the court house and had our ceremony in Cancun June of the same year. Just a few months after our Cancun ceremony he was diagnosed with liver disease (caused by a blood transfusion he got when he had heart surgery when he was a baby). Because of the liver disease,  he was diagnosed with hepatopulminary syndrome,  which causes his breathing to be impaired. He was on the transplant list for about 2 years. He was also on oxygen for about a year and a half. 

It was the hardest time and thing we encountered. But it did make our relationship stronger. On march 4th 2015, he passed away. I miss him so much. There's a lot of stuff I still can't do,  watch,  or music to listen to without thinking of him and breaking down into tears. He was only 33 years old. I just want him back. 

He was the love of my life,  my best friend,  and soul mate. 

I love you Patrick! !♡♥♡♥♡♥

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