Has anyone out there experienced a loss a long time ago and having trouble moving on?  I have not posted since my spouse died - 2015 - and I posted in 2016.  I would love to connect with like minds about this.  Maybe there are more of us?  I go on with my life - have had some trauma with health issues - but continue to be involved in the world.  I'm a pianist and practicing for a final (6th) CD; I connect with family and friends over Zoom etc. I volunteer, etc etc etc.   I am blessed in so many ways with loving family and friends and just continue to miss that connection that we had.  I miss someone caring about me in that special way.  And, perhaps more, I miss caring about another in that very intense special way.  Anyone relate to this?  Best wishes and stay safe.