Hi. I'm new to this website as well. I guess Im just looking for some kind of suport from someone because I'm not really getting any from my family. I'm 21 years old and my grandma is the first family member I've lost and it has blown my mind and turned my world upside down. My grandma was my heart. And now she's gone. She was in good health and very active. She had heart attack on July 17 and was able to get to the hospital and walk through the doors just fine. But while she was there she had q massive heart attack. And died very shortly after. 31 minutes before I got off work to be at her side. My family was comforting at first but I guess they assume that i should be okay by now. But I'm not okay.I'm farrrrrrr from it. I still can't believe it. I feel like Ican pick up the phone and call her